twisted words
corrupted sentences
selfish reasons

just to "fix" me

crossroads in this rocky path
that I have no choice but to take.
unless I run off a cliff
with jagged rocks below
crushing every hopes and dreams
that will lead to a good night's sleep

as I open my eyes
new problems passing
with no hope for a solution
wishing here for me to die

as I close my eyes
no problems passing
nothing else to hope for
I might have already died

thoughts are louder
wide awake

head hurts
as if it'll break

thoughts are louder
wide awake

words keep coming
my head aches

nobody wants to feel broken,
shattered,
or alone.

circumstances says no,
and makes you go through all the states,
of being broken, shattered,
or being alone.
sometimes all at the same time,
just to make you wish,
hope,
or pray,
that one day,
it will all be better.

my problems started
the day you left me to die
with my own thoughts full of regret.
why did you leave me alone
to suffer and go through
this suffering I'm still going through.

I was broken and I still am,
can't be mended or fixed.

is death the greater good
where there would be no suffering?
is death the solution
to the myriad of problems you are having?
is death the better place
the place where I can finally get a rest?