Odd, how fast it happens.
An hour ago you felt
like a man on a mission from god.
Then, it strikes like lightning
from an impossibly cloudless sky
and your heart explodes into
a confetti puff of darkness.
Suddenly you feel
like a bleached out
pile of cat **** in the rain.
"Good days and bad days
and going half mad days."
It never lasts, but that
doesn't make it any less real.
Attachment breeds suffering.
Let it go and it will,
until your next turn at bat.
Till then the sun will shine down
on the nothing new world
again for a little while.
Enjoy the warmth while it lasts.
   ~mce

you are so far away
in my heart, you're held closest
i speak to you every day
in my moments of hopeless

i feel you in my bones
in spirit, there's a closeness
someday i am coming home
you are my final focus

Last night I had a dream I was a guy.
I was having *** and I slept with a ******.
I took off her clothes
and put them on the floor
Like a stupid student during a mathematics test
She didn't know what to do
I just stared at the ******* and looked at her legs
My eyes searched for the *****, they could see the position which it is supposed to be but
all they could find was J Coles album "FOREST HILL"
Like virgins don't shave.
Our Lips pressing hard against each other
Prescribed her a ****** Book,
I gave her that tongue exercise like read me I want you
Touching her like grabbing her **** like making her wet
Took it from the neck, made her ******* a computer and took a MegaByte
I left her with Love But's or Love Bites I'm not sure.
Now comes the problem I can't find the *****
I had to find a comb and do some deforestation
Now I found it, I liked the ***** so I licked the ***** I licked the ***** the ***** was wet so I liked the *****.
One finger inside the ***** so tight
The ***** so tight the ***** a ******.
Well I had a ****, so I gave her a ****
I brought it closer to her face
She just sat there and stared at me like a *******
***** that ain't no microphone
My needs were in want had to satisfy them
Testosterone is a hormone which makes the **** so hard, so hard so hard I ****** the ***** so hard so hard
I broke the ***** so hard I'm sad
I took her innocence
But it felt good so good so bad
I broke a ******.
Maybe I made the ****** pregnant
I did not use no ****** but that was my choice.

I am in the present, yet I'm still stuck in the past
'Gone'
If only we were like a cyclone, predictable how long we could last
Without you I cannot say I'm incomplete, I am undone.

Just like seasons changing, so are the days of our lives.
We love today, lie tomorrow
Hearts get broken, then we learn to hate.
The tongue that cursed you yesterday, kissed you today. We all need somebody to love, and I've learned you don't choose who you fall inlove with.

Poor or Rich,
It is the hearts that bind.
Love is not blind,
it is kind.

Love is not blind, it is kind.