What do you do
when shes all you can think about,
every where you look
her face is all you see

What do you do
when your smile is a shining light,
brighter than any sun,
endless eternally

What do you do
when the miles sit in between,
staring up at the moon,
wishing that she was here

What do you do
when each day doesn't seem the same,
all that you feel is new,
beauty is crystal clear

What do you do
when shes all you can think about

he's almost great
and i'm almost dead
why can't i just take a step
and repeat words i've never said
i'm not hung up on anyone else
no one but myself
and my fears
so insecure
if i can't love myself
how can i love him?
i want to-i do
i swear, i do love you
but i don't feel it
not in my soul
i could say it
without a second thought
but it would be a lie
and he doesn't want that
and neither do i

Messy hair, I just don't care
Boring clothes on, why do you care?
No make up day, eyes everywhere
Nah, not running extra mile
Throwing daggers? nope! Still don't care.
Stab me behind whenever.
However... I won't care
like whatever.

I'm just here.
Standing still, wearing a smile.
Because what you think...
I just really don't care.
Say what you want to say.
Think what you want to think.

Still not caring, freedom is in the air.

-A

8/25/14

Now that I've got you
            where I want you
                  I'm going to do with you how I please

Now that I've got you
            where I want you
                  Get ready to cry out for relief

Now that I've got you
            where I want you
                  I'm going to hug you tight and squeeze

Now that I've got you
            where I want you
                  You'll only have eyes for me

Now that I've got you
            where I want you
                  Your desire will be to never leave

Now that I've got you
            where I want you
                  It's only you that I do see

But if I stop
            and think about it
                  It might be you who's gotten me