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Cameron WG Crown Dec 2011
I'm sick of this day at sunrise.  
And there’s no cigarette to smoke
within a walkings distance
before i sit across another verbally abusive *******,
telling me why i write with the insolence of an *******.  

Insomnia that could wake ****** up
has been rallying for his third evening
and my fingers can't lay still.
these hands like tremors
on the faults of my keys,
this **** screen of tectonic hills,
and the snark and bile
that stands upon them,
with humored donations of authority,
of me tryingto describe the world I see.

But still this will not ease my mind to rest
nor will my eyes roll back into the void
where this calamity is formed.  
Because there's still some suited family
at the reigns of the nation
where society is in the eyes not of the beholder,
but of the person that tells the most lies.

So I lock my ears with insanity
to drown out the sound
of souls as they scream
at how they've been betrayed.
and they sing chorus' of those
who scores before
tried to sing the same song.
So again, like every day
I'll sit and curse the dawn
because it is unchanged,
it is still another day of sorrow.,,,,,,,,,
Sirenes  Jan 2016
Heart Full
Sirenes Jan 2016
You were just like any other girl
Such a strange way to meet you
Saw you at a concert, Dimmu Borgir
My heart leaped, like I knew you
Nearly screamed "hi"
Oh wait, I don't know you

or do I?

Slowly start the rumors
There's a new girl in the scene
She's got puffy hair and a doll face
Loves Finnish people
Never seen Turks in the metal scene
I uncovered all the intriques for you
All the lies and stories
I'll cover for you girl

And did we ever cover for each other
Team
-Third degree concussion
"It was just bad luck"
Stayed by your bed for three days
-Mum kicked me out
Stayed with you for a week
-must've drank too much
The earth is turning
Must've smoked too much
The earth is turning
The scent of Agent Provocateur
By my side
-"you can't give me a fine!
I have diplomatic immunity!"

And nobody quite understood
Your OCD like I did
Spent hours, days, weeks, months, years
Tryingto fix you
Your crazy never held me back
unconditionally
4 years later, you're a normal girl
Two weeks apart, all undone

Two weeks apart
And I'm a hotmess
The lights went out
The world went dark
The fire went out
Dynamic Duo undone
You're a hotmess
Tears shed over air waves
Your voice through Skype

"It's a strange relationship"
Said your psychologist
"I've never seen two friends
So in tune with each other"
I have my heart full
Of fond memories
We lived a lifetime in 4 years
And we made it all count

You've been gone for years
We grew up
My heart's still full
And as I tell myself
It's all gone
I nearly hear you squeaky voice
As I read the text

*Last night I got drunk and watched all our videos. Happy birthday. I love you
Connections <3

http://youtu.be/2uYs0gJD-LE
leeannejjang  Jun 2015
Fragile
leeannejjang Jun 2015
There's no greater pain,
than tryingto mend what was broken.
You may put it back toegter,
but it will never be the same.

I once caught myself,
Staring at the person who broke me to pieces.
I wonder why he never tried to put me back together,
But then, every ounce of me long for him.

I fall ******* the ground,
That every bits of me shattered.
I pick up the pieces slowly,
But I still ended up hurting myself with my own fragments.

Because loving someone is letting yourself be fragile.
Either to be loved or to be broken.
Heliza Rose  May 2014
Untitled
Heliza Rose May 2014
Putting your faith in me is like tryingto fly a paper plane.

You know how high you want it to go,
But it always comes down
Fiction
Qualyxian Quest Mar 2020
I've known shame and guilt
Anxious terror in the night

Tryingto convince myself
Things will be alright

Confession on my knees
Then walking free upright

Begging please, oh please
Beauty blue twilight

Seattle summertime
Truly, what a sight!

At times atrocious remorse
But also young sons sung delight

    And still, I still, yet still
   I vow to fight the fright!

— The End —