relationship vacation

love trials // take one (year)

relationship inflation

loves cost // takes two (people)

synthetic soul
you are a stunt double doing stunts I never needed to do in the first place

synthetic soul
you are an escape from the real deal quiet squeal you keep me hidden in the shadows

synthetic soul
I am tired of making excuses for myself so you can let others shine I want to see the daylight too

fabricated face
you are sewn to the sinews of the muscles beneath my flesh and your expressions are a tiresome dance I try to follow in empty steps

fabricated face
you bend to my perceived will of others and leave me creaking and cracked

fabricated face
I thought you were here to protect me

fabricated face
now I know you can only hurt me

I thought I knew this from the beginning
but I can only feel it now

to get to the salmon run, through the burning bush
ask the catfish.
where is the hunting ground, where is the gathering bush.
I sit on these winds, blowing around an island volcano,
sitting on its chest like a city baboon in the street chewing on rinds.
Making alien eyes with a sanctuary dream,
happily orange on the bends of rising,
from warm to chill,
in autumn pavement.

=cb merp

Just needed to tell all you guys, thank you so much for all your support! :) It means a lot and has really helped me through the tough times!! I love all you guys!!! <3 if you guys ever need help or just want o vent/rant, just message me, and we shall figure things out ;D

^'cause you can tell I'm not good with this type of stuff... idk what to say or how to end this... merp..._ err umm sorry I'm awkward.....?