I Am Waiting For My Death With These Two Bear Hands,
My Head Against Their Heads, Stupidly I fell On These Lands:-
Hell's Way. Demons In side My Brains;
A Mind Of Killer, Thoughts Of Devil Stains
Covered In smile But DEEP And So dark as HELL's Gate.
I Pray For Brighter Fate
But My Deeds Trapped Me In Satan's Plate
My Sins Can Fill The Jar Over Fill A Crate.
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Now I Know Who I am,
Where I'm Heading.
I'll Drown In The Fire DAM
Hell's My Landing.
Sometimes I Pray, To Overcome My Ways Escape His Trap
But He Knows Me, He Knows Me Very Well.
My Heart Is Wet,
In Sin. Satan Dwell'
Beneath Me, He Lives Right Inside Me.
I Have A Mind Of a Sinner,
Thoughts Not Different From A killer.
I Hate My Ending,
But Love How Sinning
Taste.
This Is My Confession,
"I Am A Sinner"
This Is My Obsession
"Heaven's Creator".
I Know My Path, And I Know My Home.
I Belong With Sinners, As I'm One Too.
Sometimes I Wish I Was Never Born,
Or Even Ever Existed.
I Curse The Day I Was Designed-
Curse My Birth.
I Imagine When We Enter Hell's Gate,
Long Behind My Fellow Sinners
"WELCOME TO HELL"
A Comforting Phase.
It's Rare For Someone To Know His Death,
Or One's Birth
Before Thy're Conceived;
Eggs And ***** Fused.
I Know Mine
I Can Feel It's Presence.
Lucifer Has A Home In Me,
I wish I Had Comforting One In His.
Yeah It's Not Like, I've Accepted My FATE
I Daily Pray For Heavens Gate.
"Mind Of A Sinner"
Lines Of Deceiver
"Soul Of The Fallen"
That Rejected Token.
Darling Engage With Non OF My Action
But Only Words I Preach.
I mean Every Word On This Poetry
Days I Ago I met My spirit,
God! It Was Crying
Deep Trapped Around Those
With The Same Mind As I.
Yesterday I Kissed A Beautiful Princess
Yesterday I Stripped Naked Heaven's Newly Accepted
Cause I Have A Mind Of A Sinner
A Godly Yearning Killer
That's Who I am.
Sometimes I Think I'm A Demon Myself
A Fallen Angel In Soul And In Flash.
Tribute To All Who Love Me
Specially The One Reading My Poem
-Don't Feel Sorry For Me
I Did This To Me, Sinning
Is What I chose.
We Sin By Thinking,
Sin By Walking, Eating
We Sin By Staring
Sin By Chatting, Touching
We Sin In Many Ways
But My Sins Are Beyond Common Sinnings.
My Real Name Is Vusumzi Kati
Born In Khayelitsha 18 December 199*.
Grown Under The Wing Of Poverty
With Bro And Cousin.
You Know I've Never Truly Laughed
Till I Wrote This Poem.
I'm Very Talented
With A Mind So Broad
A Gift Of Making People Laugh
And I am An Artist:
Poet
Musician
Drawing Artist.
But Most Of All I am A sinner.
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Maybe You Think I'm Joking
Check My Thoughts If You Can.
Maybe You Think I'm Poking
Your Emotions. Take A Deep Scan
At My Soul And See
I'm No Saint
I'm More Of A Sinner.