You were my internet crush.
I asked
We’ve never met, but do you want to go get some coffee or something.
And that was the beginning of everything.
We could not make it being just friends for one day.
We were acting like we were already lovers.
I suddenly just loved you.
I had complex feelings about my own existence.
I was tired.
I felt like nothing, empty and uncomplete.
But your smile made the world a better a place.
Your presence felt like it was valentines day everyday.
Except not like the ordinary valentines day, where I have dinner with my cats.
The dinning table was not sat by one anymore but two.
My world was not dull and dark anymore.
You were everything when I felt like nothing

I can smell her now, sedentary
Face uncomplete,
while sitting in the middle of the bed, wearing on pants.

The best parts are sometimes our faults
"I never lied to you as everything I felt and said to you was true at the time. I did not lie or act out to get attention. I did not say things intentionally to hurt or trick you. I, only ever responded to, you. In my way".

Again she says after many months and just like yesterday. Then tells me" I feel time and life are too precious to stay in connection with others who have massively different energies, as it hurts us both, in the end", While she's pulling at her hair while looking elsewhere.

My girlfriend jump into and out of bed, more than others, which often she mistakes for love
“We didn't find each other in this life, so that we could change one another feel like you resent me”.

It tiresome getting out of the bed but is being apart
And alone wishing the bedroom light stays off