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David E Oct 7
Me and my girlfriend parts always smell.

I can smell her now
No pants but shorts while sedentary
Sitting up, uncomplete

Remembrance of you
The smell is like many months
Just like yesterday
Like a fool
Now above alone

Faults are unable
But our
Parts smell like us

My girlfriend jump into and out of bed
More than others
But it’s not to be mistaken for love

Love is like being apart and alone,
Like watching her bedroom window
Light turns off
David E Oct 7
Me and my girlfriend parts always smell.

I can smell her now
No pants but shorts while sedentary
Sitting up, uncomplete

Remembrance of you
The smell is like many months
Just like yesterday
Like a fool
Now above alone

Faults are unable
But our
Parts smell like us

My girlfriend jump into and out of bed
More than others
But it’s not to be mistaken for love

Love is like being apart and alone,
Like watching her bedroom window
Light turns off
David E Sep 12
Life is no great idea
Often there’s a lack of purpose
Always trying to find meaning
Finding programmes
Wondering

Routine
Hanging around people
When there are nonreal people standing in a queue, waiting against Another buying big big burgers with extra cheese or a can of beer That's could last longer than the other

Fascinated by people when there
No  real person
All together making mistakes
Together but each going in different directions
There seem excuses more to the soul-making power that
Uncooperative
David E Sep 12
She cummed twice with fingers in her ***, from behind, while shaking at the knees.

She forgot about her two children and forgot about an ******* the same size, that man that sees his children monthly.
Which can often be something or someone small?
He works in a warehouse, an office with a purpose that’s old and full and lacking a life

Look at the mess she told me: -over the floor- “that’s *****”,
While on the dinner table
She said I take my pill
My partner and I had once together bought a corner suite,
that was too big
meaning so the children couldn’t play

"I got a smaller sofa which we could afford, but the kids started jumping over it again, and then the "two kittens climbed through
I started to think they ruined it all" but mainly everything
"Like the table that’s never or once used"

The table is always pushed to the side against the wall,
against the wall,
There were four chairs and a sofa and two children, who are sitting where’s or can sit down.
Never any conversation but good for *******

Then realised there no air in my lung, in the room, so goodbye
But there's a Text message saying, “Look what you did to me.”
The next “feeling pretty crap about last night to be fair “
“Yeah disappointed in myself, not sticking to what I said”

The chairs, the children, my humanity
I can’t afford and realised that before
twenty-one pounds to join a dating site- each date it the same- always wanting to talk about there past/their awful x partners.

it's painful the twenty-five pence
David E Sep 6
I only need stamps this time

“What did you do last night?”
“ We have planned on going away this weekend and if you're not?
I got to know”

“how much do you want”
I need six stamps and I say "sixteen pounds"
If we are going away
“ I  don’t need any more beer”.
I have twenty pounds  in my pocket
"I did extra this week, ill pay you back”
Promise
“You know I will"

Yes, it made me feel good
I was certain that I would be rejected,
Six stamps
A letter,
Few poems and some words
" It's over two thousand pounds now”
You owe me and “its added on”
David E Sep 6
She had a mixed diagnosis
"I tried to **** myself, aged sixteen"
after "six months in hospital"
We laughed together
"I’m worse now" than when I went in!

“Clean, arms ” before  “I ran away from my parents; when they just called the police”
So
“I stopped drugs, sleeping around, to start knitting”
But
“night at night I get scared.”

My story,
I’m a drunk
A womaniser
I tell her

She added
“I think you lie more than anyone I know"!
Apart from the girl, who lied about a brain tumour?”
She gave me her number
I gave her half-truths  
I started drinking at nine
“Together we have more problems than you know”
We laughed
David E Sep 6
"Don’t forget to write
As every day as it your last"
Don’t worry about yesterday
It’s a reminder of a wasted life
Like ****, watching **** and feeling ****

Sometimes I did think about things
And sometimes I could not,
I’m frustrated that people,
Could love you more
To imagine and impossible
If every day is my last
I continue to write this poem until 4 am

I message her, and the response was that I’m no one.
She told me "I'm crazy"
Bye going "over the same old ground as you never care about us"
While I stop
I wait and think
She then said again
"Don’t forget to write
As every day is your last"
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