Deep
A hard, painful knot in my chest
Fake
The world around me, everything I touch, crumbling to dust.
Long
Each day. Never ending pain, though I try my best.
Alone
No one is with me, not one soul I trust.
I cannot.
Cannot cope with the pain, darkness.
I reach.
Reach for my hope
Press it against my skull


Click.

A gun
Some pills
A knife
A bottle
Either will work
To put death in full throttle  

I’m all used up
No reason to live
I can’t feel anything
Nothing left to give

Take me away
To a place better than this
I’m ready for serenity
Sweet everlasting bliss

When I become tired of you, I take a nap.