i felt *****

i tried to clean myself
so i drank some bleach
honey you know me
i guess it was a reach

but i told you this
i wont slit my wrists
baby you know me
im a fool
i cant follow rules

im feeling sick
sick from it
sick of it

let me tell you this
my last kiss
everything ends
and nothing exists

thanks to you i can be anything
i have the power of all human beings
all is one
all is one
all is one

rapid rush
freedom takes courage
warfare violence swiftness
im in this

a hanged man
i must choose to suffer
my punishment is my lover

i release you
im free from you

now the sun engulfs me
the chariot entropies
triumph victory
the end of my misery

my love you were a test from god

to let go of the one i adored
to be blessed with my reward

reborn now as the princess of swords

i don’t search for you
crescent moon
our love decays, half-life
freeman blue
my lonely doom

my missing slice
my pumpkin pie
sweet spice
our fingers entwined
cinnamon twist

i run from this
from my fate
from when we kissed
i run to a place  
past time, outside space

it takes away
your face
takes me back
to better days
it takes away
our separate ways
your way
away

if only you could read my mind
you would read
the sweetest description of you

i have no regrets in lending you my heart
but i have to take it back now

a shadow figure
a distant friend
window man wants to be my end
window man hates to see me try
window man loves to see me cry
as above so below
window man entangles with my soul