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Feb 2018 · 74
You're Far
Ruby Nemo Feb 2018
encounter occurred too late
to make it count
speaking of different pastimes
until asking so simply
and his head fell back
he agreed and the space in between them . . .
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journey at a halt
but they were just beginning
hours passed but minutes spoke loudly
connected by souls with glowing hands
that's all she needed, and her heart was his.

to her:
I wanted to move on, that's all
falling again was not part of the plan
he's everything I want
we can't make it work,
let's not attach ourselves
as soon as we grow closer, we will be ripped apart.
keep feelings inside, don't let them seep

to him:
its been a long while since my latest fall
I can remember this feeling
it is better this time,
than the last.
the hours don't matter
I'll occupy her heart, she will forever be in mine.

he asked her thoughts
she didn't have many
at a loss, but feelings so full they could overflow . . .
"I like you"
had to feel her, small touch
the faintest whisper, the gentlest rest.
ocean eyes, pulling her out into the vast scape
like a tide washing over her body

his voice was like the moment the sun sets,
the split second between light and darkness

her smile was intoxicating,
******* him in until he gasped for a simple breath

they shared their hearts
days, years even?
over too quickly to fully feel,
torn apart so viciously,
like a shattered lamp
the light went out,
and you were gone.

she still thinks about you
she still longs for your gentle rest.
although she hides it, you're the one

he still dreams of you dancing.
he remembers the nights under the sliver of the moon, holding each other until time ran out
although he has someone else, you're the one

a love that slipped through the cracks.
a life with you I'll never have.
a love that I can't fully grasp.
a family we will never experience.
but if he's happy, she will be happy, too
sometimes it's the wrong time.
or the wrong place.
maybe the stars weren't aligned.
maybe your hearts weren't pure.
maybe it's too far, too much of a stretch.
but it's most definitely a shame,
how an opportunity can be lost in the blink of an eye.
Feb 2018 · 109
curious
Ruby Nemo Feb 2018
whip that head out shape
out of style and comfort
lurking
sneering in halls
on your toes, spirits roam
something on your shoulder?

ratty hair, like a horse tail
standing on my hospital chair
melting her FACE OFF
one attaches, two, eight
any more and you'll be hurled out of this place

sending nightmares to space
bye-bye! come see me again
****** like a castle wall
inside is where they hide
lay on my lap?
THERE's tOO MANY oF THEM

trapped by the web
hiding from the
police in a prison
tears freeze before they hit the floor
you'll be here for eternity or more
more time to BOND!
Feb 2018 · 122
Shockwaves
Ruby Nemo Feb 2018
spoken illiteracy through twisted tongues
asinine anticipation within myself
synthesizes her through her sides
sends shockwaves to her chest

hit the floor, screeching adore
offbeat stomps, sync my heart
feeling the beat
singing in my head
clapping away my dreams
welcoming the imp
crimp! crimp! shrimpy swine
electricity without a touch

smells like flickers
eat the blood, sprawled out in awe!
it's wonderful, it's faint
sticking to my tongue like spoiled paint
Jan 2018 · 280
she already knew
Ruby Nemo Jan 2018
head up as she walked by
she had a scene in her head
standing alone, she heard the door crack
There you are.

surprise in her eyes
'you spoke to me'
her back against the shelf,
'you came close to me'

no complaints, her heart raced
you kissed and her mind was all over the place
a month ago, would she have thought?
days change quickly

pulling away, she couldn't expect
you to stay
the responsibility didn't matter
the people didn't either
it was just you and her, caught in a stare
'just your lips and mine'
a thin icicle of air
'a thin moment in time'
Jan 2018 · 113
forgotten moments
Ruby Nemo Jan 2018
sass me don't ask me
everything you do I let pass me
every excuse I hear twists me
never returning to you

composing ideas of significance
at least to you, I watched
never nervous but always critical
can hear your small heart pumping

doesn't matter how you treated
my head feels ever heated, constantly
hot heart and a chilled breath
I can't remember any of it
I wouldn't want to
Ruby Nemo Jan 2018
in the middle of a crowded floor
surrounded by conformists and airheads
alone but better than not.
trying not to look at you
hiding in the bathroom
heart beats harder than before
is it real life?
can't keep me away from this
I'll always find a way to come back
chaos in a simple place
composure seems a foreign state
confused within my own brain
debating my moves as you sing
have I built it up to be more than it's worth?
worse than I ever imagined
I will never leave
I can't be made to
nervous thoughts take over until time is unreal
someday it will be as I hoped
and nothing shall be suspected
Jan 2018 · 172
bike dream - rostam
Ruby Nemo Jan 2018
head up above everyone around you
intimidation fills him high
eyes forward, don't think of settling
her expectations are higher than even he is
you can live off of it
entitled to everything, offering nothing but a pretty face
they all believe you
you aren't aware of their innocent thoughts
not caring enough to speak up
not feeling anger, not feeling anything really
like a robot with her chin up
chin up pin-up, like a doll
you're going to make him wait
he doesn't know how cold you are
cold hands, fake nails and a ticket to the universe
maybe think of settling
someday you'll forget all of this
right now, there is a point
too self-centered to advise him differently

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