im sorry, that's all i have to say,
im sorry that i had to be this way
i shouldn't have ever let you go
and now i sit here all alone
i thought of you as a burden
and now there isn't a day, an hour,minutes not even seconds
in which i don't think about you.
im sorry i had to be this way
i regret that day more than anything
i wish i could have you now.
your eyes lost that shine, and your smile disappeared
since that day i thought i was free, but stupid me
i feel trapped in a chamber of your heart
i was afraid of so much that i had to let you go
so many "what if they find out?" "what would they say about me"
but now i don't care, now that i have lost you
i would scream it loud and proud
" I LOVE YOU!"
i need you, i want you, i love you
love songs remind me constantly of you
as i smile and think of all our memories
all the times you made me laugh like no other person
i ruined everything, because i was scared
and now i just wish you were here with me
tell me Do you remember me? does it hurt when you think of me?
do i bring back happy memories or do i bring back painful ones?
remember what you told me the first day we met?
"when we grow up were going to get married", do you remember that?
i know one day ill find you again and maybe i can tell you all these things
but now, what can i do?
there's nothing to do but wait for you..
even if you don't come to me as a lover, i wish you happiness
i was the one that messed everything up and not you
just remember one thing...
ill never forget you
Alex....im waiting for you