With his head in his hands And his heart on his sleeve He closes his eyes against the light of day And against his quiet despair He pretends it is not real
But part of him knows Deep down amongst half-remembered dreams Emotions that appear from nowhere And linger Every cell of him knows
He knows a loss without closure A conversation without words Dreams without endings And hoping without hope
He hears a knock on the door But no-one walks in He puts his head in his hands And his heart on his sleeve He pretends it is not real
When Phyllis tells you she'll Always have a special place In her heart for you, she means Way back in a dark and forgotten cobwebbed corner of the basement Behind a dusty box of Mason jars, And a broken rocking horse that Will never trot again.