i ran,
i cried,
again,
i lied.

i did everything i could,
just to feel alive.

Am I wrong?
to still feel the first sight infatuation
to write you sweet serenades or poems
to say I love you?

Am I wrong?
to show you off through paper & pen
to entitle my heart to you
to wanting to feel you?

Am I wrong?
to needing you
to wanting you
to loving you?

This is a poem about poems about poems.
We get it.