The way I Feel it is hard to explain
It feels like I am losing my brain
I want an apology I say in my head
I might just need to go to bed
I tip tap sound I see I dream
Is this as crazy as it seems
Every were I look I see
My madness eating at me
"I want it I need it" I hear
As I start to awaken everything disappears
The first thing I say when I awake
Is what I think for "goodness sake "
Then my eyes start to twitch as I shake
I want that apology from her mouth
I want that apology I must leave the house
I look at her in the face and say apologies
She looks at me and starts to laugh "hee hee
What for my darling dare I rather disappear"
I grit my teeth as I sit and stay
I close my eyes and what do I see
Oh no it is eating at me
"Resolve it resolve it" this is what it says
I wake up and say sorry "Please forgive me"
She says back "I should be apologizing so you see"
That is what she said and then she added
I did put that mouse under your bed.

A promise is a promise don't say no
when you have a promise  that has to go
A promise is a promise don't ask why
when you make a promise for fill it until you die
when I see you I hound you so bad
I don't intend to make you mad
those who don't for fill there promise now
will not be able to die with a smile
the smile of a happy person whose promise is paid
that smile on there face will not be delayed
so make promises that you can keep make it well
unless you don't want to die with a smile.

A secret like different two
First I am one person then a new
Different personalities in different ways
I don't know who I am on some days
First I am happy than I am sad
First I am nice than I am bad
First I am cool them I am not
In a secret life I have a secret spot
I am two different people I have to say
I am not Rica Abul most of the way
In my life I am very goofy, different, but still fun
But in her life I am cool happy but done
With all other things in life poetry is all I care about then
It flips and flops like a hen
Do you have a secret life that no one can know
I do I am telling you so
I hide in the shadow but that's my light
The expression of poetry is my night
but no one knows but you
I do have another life too.

You go behind my back as I am away
As you started to talk I chose to stay
You talk about me starting to feed lies
how could you try to make me cry
to save your self and leave me to rot
While I hide listening to you speak in pride
I can't believe what I see
A liar right in front of me
And I thought you could be my friend
forever until the end
You bit my back out you do it well
Now this back it already swollen
You made it swell so well
Chomping biting you think it taste well
Or do you just like to make my back swell.

The minute goes by while I wait
looking for something to do
this isn't new
I thought I could change looking at my life rearrange
but when every minute goes by
I feel like I must cry
They look at me saying I am ugly practically
they try to make me better put make up on to
every single thing I do doesn't work
every minute will stay the same
I don't expect it to rearrange
I take it I take it, it goes right though
But I don't expect anything from you

Sitting down every things black
People saying the I am talking smack
I didn't do nothing I don’t know why
But I am being reprimanded with people trying to make me cry
I won’t I don’t I know I am strong
And one thing I know is the I am not wrong.

Everyday I walk I wait
Listening to people open the gate
The gate of stars the gate I see
Looks very heavenly
The way it spins the way it moves
Looking at peoples fancy shoes
The day i walk in that gate
I will sit and wait
Wait for people to walk though
I will get some fancy shoe
And when i do yes i say
the gate shall open up to me

Love is so hard it makes people cry
you have to stay strong you have to be
The worrier that every one can see
Like a princess stuck in a Cassel at last
No one has to save her from the future or the past
Rain drops come over darkness comes in
express your self from were you have bin
To be that worrier I know I am I must stay strong
No one should need a prince just to keep them moving along
They will break your hart
This is not a fairy tale you won't always get along
Now stay strong don't get week
Be the worrier I now you are and don't freak.