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Reese Starr Jun 2019
As the air leaves my lungs
Know it was all for you
To live and to love
And to bring the sun like you do
I loved you until the end

I'll never get that time back
And neither will you
But now that I've begun my walk to death
There's nothing we can do
Reese Starr Jun 2019
You promised you loved me
But what happened there
You promised to stay with me
But did you ever care

You lie to me without reason
You think that I don't know
That everything you do
Is all one big ******* show.
Reese Starr May 2019
I wear a necklace now around my neck
That has a part of you inside
I keep this necklace close to me
To remind me of when you were alive.

I miss all the things we would do
I miss you yelling my name
Because now that I know you're gone
Nothing will ever be the same.
I realize that most of my poems seem really sad. There's a reason for that. I write so much better when I'm sad believe it or not.


I think this poem was the hardest to write. Recently my grandmother passed away and with that being said, I think you understand the poem much more. She was the closest person I had in my life. She passed away on April 1st this year. She wasn't only my grandmother, she was truly my best friend. We did so many things together and she helped raise me for a time. I miss her so much and it feels likes there's been a hole in my heart since she's gone.
Reese Starr Apr 2019
In the end there is one thing I know
My feelings for you haven't changed
And I don't think they ever will though
And all the time away from you
You still have my heart to hold
I don't want it back and though times are tough right now, but we'll make it through
My love for you will never change
And that's just what I know.
Reese Starr Apr 2019
I've developed a growing hatred
for the person I am inside
And if I could find a way
I'd burn myself alive

I can never look in the mirror
Or smile from the heart
I know one day the way I feel
Will slowly tear me apart

I can't help the way I feel
It's something I've developed over the years
I can't help the girl I see in the mirror
Even when it brings me to tears

I'm always so depressed
And I'll never understand why
I'll never know why I feel this pain
Or why I keep it locked inside

Part of me knows its not my fault
But the others scream in rage
"It's your fault he's gone!"
It keeps my heart locked in a cage.
Reese Starr Mar 2019
There are days when I look back at you
and question how long you'll be there
Some days I came to question myself
and if you really care

Sometimes I sit back and ask
if you love me as you say
But it never makes a difference
Because it's my fault I'm this way

It's my fault I second guess
what you tell me is really true
It's my fault I can't accept
What I've done to you

If I were you I would have left
all that time ago
I would have cut me off, deleted my texts
and found a new way to go

I'm sorry for all the things I've done
I didn't want you to hurt.
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
I'm sorry I treated you like dirt.
Reese Starr Mar 2019
I can remember all the small details
About who you are
I remember the day
I ended up in your car

I remember the day
That you skipped away
I remember the day
I said I couldn't stay

I can't say I don't miss you because
That would be a **** lie
The truth is that when I look in your eyes
All I see is what could have been
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