I am not alive any more
I am a ghost
I walk on a network
I have no face, no name, just a handle and pixels
When did I give up on the real world
When did I trade grass and sky for wires and signals
When did I decide that a screen name was my name
When will I figure out the code
Was there a reason for it
was there some thing that fixated me on this screen
Was there some thing there to hold me
Was I hiding from some thing called life
What happens when I crash, am I still there
What happens when I am gone
What will become of all that I left behind in ones and zeros
What if I end it
Unplug
Switch off
Delete this world I wove for my self
Watch it all tumble down with with the click of a button
Is this the end of my
Is this the end of my screen name
Is this the end of every thing I have come to know
Is this digital suicide
I sit here looking at the words.
The keys that ask the ultimate question
There is no going back
"Yes" or "No"
Could it be that simple
Could it be that easy
Could it be just two ways
Could I do it...