Afraid to sleep
Shaking as I close my eyes
My monsters don't play under my bed
They smile as they play inside my head
Gleefully they twist all my dreams to night mares
My hopes to horrors
These monsters in my head have no heart
In my mind, in my dreams as I close my eyes...
is where they start

Howl at the moon for all you have lost
Wish on the stars for the strength to carry on
Wait for the sun to rise, Like a new day bringing new chance
So let it out
Howl at the moon
And let it all out

Are you mad at me
I speak and you don't respond
Are you hiding
I look and I don't see you
Did I make a mistake
I sit here and I wonder
Is there some thing I should have done different
I ask my self
Are things ok
I wish I knew

Seeing a flower
I reach out my hand
Touching it softly
Smiling at it
I study it
Suddenly with out warning
It wilts
The leaves falling from its stem
Slowly it fades
Turning black in my hand
A gust of wind and there is nothing more then dust
Where beauty and grace where
There is death
All rot
Such is my curse
To take that which was good and destroy it
My hands are destruction
My voice chaos
My eyes lay upon pain
This is who I am
I have become the white horseman
You shell know me
For I am death

Music plays
The fire blazes
In the moon light
Fire works snap over head
The food is good
Party rages on
Some
Thing
Is
Missing
....
You

Those things
Those people
Those choices
Make us who we are
But they don't define us
If you want to change your past
Change today
Change your self
The can make you
They can break you
Or
You can break the cycal
You can make your self

There only ghost in the past