As you see, you were here for me,
you made me who i am, but not for free
but what could be the cost be?

the nile flowed down your face when you found out,
so if you ask me what im thinking about i wont tell you or ill feel bad.

you gave me alot just so you could take it all back,
made me feel loved but why do i feel sad?

the kisses you give me are out of sympathy now,
you took it all out on me and let the wrong be free.

was it ever love ?
you drained me , mom.
i hope i get to be a ghost dove.
soon.

i love you mom, im sorry.

For you, id cut my cookie in half , even if it was my last,
but in reality i'd do way more than that.

for you id give a piece of me to see you smile again.
id give you the stars and the moon ,
just to see you soon.

you never caused me a heart break,
and i never want to see you fall and break.

just one more look at you and ill be fine,
please come back and i will  make you mine.

its hard to let go just so you know,
but if i could do it all over again,
i'd give it one more go.



i miss you, its quite here.
lets run so far we dissappear.

If you were my little girl, you wouldn't hate your guts,
id spoil you with love and care you never got.

live your childhood without thinking what comes next ,
be a teenage dirtbag just to feel your rest,
once you're 20 you'll be the best.

dont sell yourself for the american girl dream,
dont be self conscious or insecure, you know what i mean,
Dont starve yourself or purge, its not what you think.
or else you wont be the next ''big thing''

you're a teenage girl trapped in a horror world,
so shoot as high as you can and you'll score a goal.