We all suffer in some manner or another, sometimes beauty gets festered in the cracks.

I sat in front of you with tears streaming down my face. I knew at this moment, it was over between the two of us.

All I wanted from you was to acknowledge that you hurt me and that you were sorry for breaking me.

But all you said to me was, “If it wasn’t me to hurt you, it would have been someone else.”

When a piece of the mind becomes attached to that part of our body,
It is a terrifying thing.
To long in your heart for the ******* time of your life,
Is a terrifying lust.
To have to tell yourself,
You deserve more than that....

And yet not care because all you can feel is the absence of the Flames,
Not yet dancing on the tip of your tongue.

It is a terrifying thing.

Baby girl, you're running in circles.
Round & round & round you'll go, where he leaves you, everyone but you knows.
Can't you see?
Baby girl you're running, in circles.

Little do you know,
When you kiss my skin,
You steal a piece of my soul.

Little do you know,
That my body aches for your touch,
As my legs wriggle and they turn to mush.

Can you see?
What all it is that you do to me?

But little do you know,
I'm on the verge of a final flee.

I can't believe I became so attached, so quickly.
And yet I can't believe I didn't love you sooner.
Like a downward spiral, a hurricane with fire;
My happiness followed you.

I say "It's getting late, rain check?"
You tell me you're with a friend soon to be on your way home, you'll text me when you get there.
"Don't go to sleep", you tell me.
& I wonder if it's the friend you say it is..?
I wait awhile, & "Don't forget about me" is what I send.

"I'm not" is your reply.

And that was when I know I've hit deep despair.