Sweet Melody of My Dream: My Last Broken Lullabies.

When the red night stares into an oblivion's end,
I cried to the red sky, but the sky will never hears,
I can only dream of my happy ending,
Wishing upon the return of the spring and you–my only hope,
For another farewell that blinds me once more.
No need for your rotten flowers, dear
You are everything to me.
✧☆: .｡.
There are always times, when—
I wish my life away to the red sky, take it.
The space of my mind is hollow like my heart.
The loneliness consumes the light of my day.
If everything is falling apart,
Would you like to be here for a moment?
another version : would you be willing to be here for me?
✧☆: .｡.
If you do,
Please embrace me.
✧☆: .｡.
I'm floating through my madness,
The broken mirror broke and shattered me,
When I take every pieces of the broken mirror,
I can only find my colorful sins, shame and tears on my face,
On today onwards, I don't think I can't walk anymore.
there was a heavy weight I always carry, maybe blue?
✧☆: .｡.
A little and sweet promises give me another reason to be alive.
justs like how a lie can be both sweet and malicious,
the truth can be both cruel and kind to anyone,
Why not we just welcome and join the red sky, dear?
✧☆: .｡.
I do realize,
The fire can't burn everything away,
The water washes away my tainted thoughts,
The wind whispers the sound of life to me.
I always grow impatient when I see you.
✧☆: .｡.
Please
Don't seek an embrace in the warmth of the red sky, dear,
It will never listen to your lies, cries, and our lonely sorrow's melody.
Oh my foolish darling,
Hide and cover your shame with the love I gave you,
There is always another hope— these flames of hope will never die.
✧☆: .｡.
As if the —
Spring will return,
When everything is falling apart.
The wind of autumn howls within my mind.
Winter spoke too soon,
As if it were the last day of my happiness.
And summer binds every tragic memory and sorrow.
✧☆: .｡.
...
On this moment,
Time feels like a memory of someone's,
The people that lies– ended up crying and scream,
The people who just watched and did nothing–regret it
When the madness drips from the red sky,
My dear, please listen to your heart,
We can't wash away this sinful world.
✧☆: .｡.
When spring blooms once more,
The wind of autumn whispers its final goodbye.
Winter leaves behind its warm embrace.
And summer...
Marks the end of everything.
✧☆: .｡.
Every life that longing for return,
Every demise
Every tears–but I know, no tears need to dry anymore,
are everything was meant for this end?
.... My head feel hurt just by watching this madness
my dear oh hear my finals wishes,
Would you like to take my blues and pain away?
another version : Would you like to take my blues and red away?
✧☆: .｡.
If really everything was meant to be like this,
Goodbye, my brightest star.
please shine upon me, my world
Perhaps, there is another world for us to be completely free without our scars and pain of this sinful world,
And leave behind the cage of sorrow of this broken world.
Close your eyes– my dear,
and wipe the brine on your broken face.
May we meet again in another world,
The one without the pain we carry, tonight.