Would it be so hard to open the door? Would it be so difficult to let myself escape? Would there be any loss in leaving this place? Would I really mind if I could see again, rather than sitting here in the dark? Would it make any difference to let my skin feel the warmth outside? Would it be any worse if I was out there than if I stayed here? How much would it hurt to accept the open air? Would it hurt at all? Maybe it would. But I guess I'm getting desperate now. So why not?