Don't give yourself to points of misery every time the die doesn't fall your way, for tomorrow could be the day you wake to all of the outcomes in the right place.
I have seen it for myself, my dear friend, the way days drag on but you have no time to find a conclusion, to find a reason as to why you even woke up at all.
But the day will come when fear has no hold, only loose ties to old loves and old selves. You can learn to count your blessings amongst all of the wreckage of your misfortune.
You will find yourself amongst lost pieces. You will finally see all that you've done. You are noticed my friend, and always loved. The day will come when you see it for yourself.
Because even I need to be a ray of sunshine SOMETIMES...