farewell to the places we've all been and all the faces we've seen a hundred times but never stopped to memorize I know it can't be captured like you saw it and that's why it was all gone in the moment but I know every little crack in your palm even if it's for the best I still don't get why you had to stay behind while I moved on.
the blue jays built a nest in your backyard but you have yet to make a name for yourself anywhere we've gone they say never change, well, you and I are bound to it's just in our nature and if this world doesn't follow along, I have to tell you, I don't want to stay here.
we went to your attic, hiding in a corner without flashlights pretended we were magic. and you were smoking something I didn't recognize why set your lungs on fire? why use a cigarette lighter when you can torch the world instead? but then I just remember how we ended up here and try to keep my head.
they said never leave but I guess we're going to have to you know we don't have a choice we have to leave the way we are that's how they'll remember us I know it's home but I only liked it because you were always there, and if you're leaving, darling, all I've got to say is I don't want to stay here.
imagined this as a song when i wrote it but since i have zero musical talent at all, it's a poem.