How am I supposed to fall in love if I don't even know what love is?

The more I look at you, the more I think about how much I want to hold your dumb hands and ne dumb with you bc im dumb nd im so sorry if this stops making snse. i think yhere was soda in this alscohol and I wasnt readu for it maybe isf you could jsst hold mt hand one more time that be freat. im si sirrt vyt  i ca nt stay sober much longer okat htis is oakt
pleese forgiv ,e ne