Between the tangledness of legs, arms and organs pumping with and prodding on beaches and blankets because the warmth of the Atlantic current only separates our love into microcosmic pieces of sand, built up sea shells of my heart, I can sense the waves, wet and crashing as I hold my breathe suspended beneath green-blue glass tides and soft seaweed on the in-betweens of my fingers, a frozen moment could remain forever floating within the folds of drenched time and ***, I'll keep my lungs flooded with oxygen and my heart beat slowed and exact because drowning with you in this deep isn't the same as drowning at all.