There’s a reason for all of this There has to be a reason for all of this Millions of billions of cells had to multiply, divide, and die just so you could stand here and say there’s no reason for any of this?
No
I refuse to believe this It’s not an accident that we exist Because someone once told me existence is resistance And we can still win this All we need is a little patience and persistence
Because objects in the mirror Are always closer than they appear And the only illusion here is the length of the distance
You’re going to be fine You’re going to make it out alive Repeat what I just said And if doesn’t sound right, repeat it again
Because every time you draw breath, it's another protest To every life death has possessed And the fact that you made it this far with this shadow at your back Means your stubborn lungs make up for something your hopes lack
Know that there’s truth when they say this too will pass And each moment you hate is immediately replaced with one that stands atop the past This pain simply cannot last
But sometimes simple anchors aren’t enough so we’ll tether our ships to mountains and brace for bad weather Taking each wave like the ground takes the rain until it cleans us for the better So look up and pull yourself together
There’s still a sky hidden up there behind the clouds This is all just the prologue And there’s still a truth somewhere up there in the sun Slow down, there’s nothing to outrun We are not the ghosts of the things we’ve done
So curl up your fingers into a fist And let stubborn knuckles meet the concrete Don’t worry if your hands bleed Instead, greet the earth with the same force it gave you every time you fell down Then, protest gravity by standing up and making yourself perpendicular to the ground
Go slowly now, But speak so loud that the silence has no choice but to listen And exit now if you want to but promise to come back because this isn’t over, it’s just an intermission
Because no matter where we were when it began I promise, it’s nothing compared to where we’ll be at the end
So please, stick around and see how it ends.
This is a piece I wrote to remind myself and anyone else struggling that this isn't what we were meant for. Hold on. Just continue to breathe and I promise whatever is plaguing you this very second will end. You are so much more than this. Please, promise not to leave.
Live Version: https://soundcloud.com/connor-c-blake/existence-is-resistance