I think I have in love enough times t know that love is like a shadow
You never really see it until you shine a light upon that certain someone
And realise that after all those months you have loved him from the start.
I know love enough to have seen it even when there was nothing to illuminate it, to tempt it to reveal itself
I know what love is enough to say that I am beyond terrified to fall in love
I don't want to spend another  20 months not knowing I loved him till he goes and with that silent absence I feel the shadow creeping in
I don't want to fall in love because the only person I have fell in love with is you and look at what I am now