I would like to say I'm fine but that's a lie I would like to say I don't think about us every night before I sleep but that's a lie I would like to say that I don't drink and smoke excessively to forget you but that's a lie I would like to say the thought of us doesn't haunt me every waking moment of my life but that's lie I would like to say it was my fault that we ended but the truth is I don't want to lie