i don’t know how to write you anymore maybe you’ve fallen out of favor maybe you’ve fallen off trees all i really know is that i can’t see whatever you had the strength to believe double homicide on the streets blood, kiss, silent, dreams, i only recall a number of things that had me by the throat but never made me choke i know you’re in there somewhere pushing me out of your home and i remember nowhere and wanting to be alone cross the train tracks let’s pretend we’re never going back let’s get wasted let’s let them waste us smear black under your eyes blow away my mind i don’t need no medicine i haven’t got the time i wanna breathe you, please you, tease you, take you curse myself cuz i know i’ll never be with you i know i’ll never hate you no, it’s never enough and they show them put his wrists in handcuffs like he’s a symbol, with charges so unfair Smooth Criminal, she quivers at his stare bow and arrow, female hero don’t make me go where you wanna go wash the blood out, wear my mind out write me sonnets, Shakespeare’s on it, i’ll drift through the universe i cannot hold this life on my surface this is a curse don’t worry baby i’ll buy you some time i’ll give you some of mine i know it’s gonna hurt, i know it’s gonna bite but i’m never gonna let them put a sword in my side i’m never gonna let them control my mind