I’m swimming deep inside my insecurities,
And I’m blaming myself over and over!
I smile at the jokes that were thrown at me,
But inside my room I’m drowning by my own negative thoughts!
I am but a walking disaster,
I write gibberish that contain words full of error,
I am only a bleeding girl living to survive,
I cannot look at people without hatred and jealousy,
I cannot breathe without thinking about the past,
The future is full of chills,
I just want to escape!
I just want to escape!
I want to disappear, so I won’t hear the voices!
I make mistakes, and I cannot run away,
I fall in love, but I cannot come to love myself.
I’m talentless, I do not have something I can be proud of.
I’m raining inside,
And no one is my umbrella.
I’m a walking disaster,
Living in this town of misery,
My wrist is soar waiting to be cut,
My eyes are shadows with tears,
Their voices are a nightmare, a nightmare,
Oh, oh,
Who would stand a walking disaster like me?