I loved you in Life like I love you in Death Through and through As you took your last breath "I love you Josh" "I love you too, we'll talk later okay? Would be our last words ever That Cursed Saturday
I was unaware of the secret you kept Exhausted I lay on my bed and slept Waking up to a nightmare about to begin.. Oh no! How could it be? Josh committed a sin..
He's crazy He's mad! I begin to say As I fell to the ground and started to pray For forgiveness and understanding For both you and me, I had to respect his decision you see.
Now worlds apart where moments before The future held promise of so much more Now I know you're in a better place But I'd trade it all for your embrace..
Fly high in the sky my Peter Pan! Somehow I'll join you, if I can I wish you could fetch me If just for a while, And together we'd travel the heavens in style!
But when the dream subsides And the truth 's too much to bare I'll remember what we had was so very rare
They say good things don't last But that may be a lie, My love for you is immortal! It never will die
A child like rhyme. The only way in whichΒ Β I could describe the loss of my beloved..to suicide. Written about a decade ago..a few weeks after the event.