his grip on my thighs become the reason i lie about the boys of summertime and their sweaty hands that trail my tan spine which turn into sharp knives come wintertime as snowflakes fall to the hardened ground i remember my body against yours and the burning embers of our red love in fall it dims and dims and dims more until its black against the white ground black like the nights we snuck out our homes and found each other with the white of flashlights the sun rises before we're ready winter comes before we're ready our burning fire turns to cold cold ash