The days are so contrasting Yesterday I was broke and under hell Crying the sadness out of me in salty waves Today I am placid with soft music in the background There's so much emotional whiplash I don't think my head can take much more of this constant motion Take me off this ride I need to fix myself inside Find the source of my discomfort Because if I know anything its that Something ain't right Depressive nature But something in me is fighting The will to stay alive It's me against my mind I'm not you're not alone No we have allies We have allies We have allies I don't know if I can stomach what you're about to do I hope I can get through But there's still a part that doesn't want to Clashing bodies in a perpetual war The war cries are so loud I drown them out play lists and Blink 182 The tumult cacophonous Discord with every note I oughta tell someone about this life But out my mouth comes only lies But I bet I couldn't even if I tried No no couldn't even if tried Where the **** are my allies? I had allies