There is a fear that lies within
Seething, breathing and living
It is with me day and night
Watching me with it's every sight

It creeps up me at night
Making me think of life
"You can never succeed" it says
as it echoes in my head.

It is crawling and moving
Living and breathing
Sometimes it is my friend
Most of the time, it is not

It goes stronger by day
Consuming me with might
At times I just surrender
for that is the only thing I can muster

And I am dying everyday
Trying to fight of the demon
That lives inside of me
That lives around me