Isn't it sad If I want to hear I love you It has to be in my head Isn't it sad If I want to read something nice from you It has to be a few weeks back You said I was you're everything You promised me you'd stay But I guess when it comes to it You just didn't want me anyway Isn't it sad how your words were just words How I still love you even after all you've done? I keep getting pushed away But I always run back one day Did I even matter? How could you just leave it all behind? Act like I don't exist It's making me lose my ******* mind Isn't it sad I know now The only thing that'll make you happy Is if I'm down