The question I constantly ask myself... Does it even matter? &  if so how much of it really matters? How would I pick and chose the events?
How do I come to decide the good and the bad... because it was bad to her ... Is that suppose to make it bad for me? How can an event not be given the opportunity to be both yin and yang. Where is the balance? Do I have ownership over this guilt alone? Or is the guilt his alone?
We can share this guilt very deeply. Him and I together. Every cause has an effect. In all defense being aware of how the fire burns doesn't always save you from the beautiful fire. In the end the real question is...
Was it worth the pain.

-J.Jimenez