Nov 2014
Tonight's journey is brought to you courtesy of demons old and new.
Memories of abuse and torment that happened years ago but seen like yesterday.
I close my eyes and I feel your touch, I hear your voice, and I smell your cologne.
Please don't the little girl pleads. I hurt so...not tonight, Daddy.
My pleas, just encourage you to be more violent. Roughly taking what you claim as yours.
When you finished, I lie there ******, softly crying. My tears anger you as you tell me to stop or you will give me a reason to cry.
This occurs night after night. Then it happened in reality now I relive those nights in my dreams.
Memories of abuse and torment that happened years ago but seen like yesterday.
I close my eyes and I feel your touch, I hear your voice, and I smell your cologne.
Please don't the little girl pleads. I hurt so...not tonight, Daddy.
My pleas, just encourage you to be more violent. Roughly taking what you claim as yours.
When you finished, I lie there ******, softly crying. My tears anger you as you tell me to stop or you will give me a reason to cry.
This occurs night after night. Then it happened in reality now I relive those nights in my dreams.
I long for the night I close my eyes and don't dream of you! I struggle to understand the reasons behind your sick twisted love. I hate myself for allowing you to defile me. I hate myself for allowing you to still control me. The only end to this never ending nightmare is DEATH! Sweet death come claim me!
