My brother doesn't see what he is doing Only calling when he wants something So needy, when I need you more than as a convenience. I cannot give you more than I have. I gave you my support when you joined the military When they discharged you for hearing loss I held your head as you cried and told me that you had no worth. I remember when you were small before your growth spurt, when people picked on you--when I picked on you. I am truly sorry, maybe it is my fault you are this way.... You are a gentle giant some days, helping disabled children ride horses or help with large workloads. Yet you treat others so badly on most days You bully our mother Cuss the man that stepped in As our own father left us I hope this is simply a phase to grow out of. You act as though you are a freak, And you must fight anyone and everyone to prove your worth. You proved to me the night that I was ***** that you can be a man. You were only ten back then, but you slung your fist at him so hard I heard bones crack. I want that man as my brother, the man I know that you are capable of being. Why are you so arrogant? Why do your friends treat you as a god because you are abnormally tall? Does it make you feel good to put others down? I hope you see the error of your ways, before you look around at all the bridges you've burned, and you suddenly realize you are on an island completely alone.
"Come up to meet you, tell you I need you, you don't know how lovely you are."- Coldplay, The Scientist My brother, whom I love is currently being an idiot right now. I am hoping he grows up.