I cant explain how stupid i feel To ever think this all was real It's all i think about day and night And in my mind its such a fight At night i can not sleep Because my thoughts are that deep I let you get inside my head And let myself be mislead My hearts in pain I'm going insane All i want to do Is go back and redo Everything i ever said And every tear i ever shed Because in the end I cant comprehend Why i was so weak And what made you unique Now All i want is for this all to be over And nothing more to be leftover Because I want again to feel strong And feel like i belong But I dont know how much more i can take Before i finally break..