I thought by now I'd already be dead
Picked at my thoughts until sores and scabs opened up my head
Chewed at my brain until my thoughts were but shreds
Removed my skull
And filled my open cranium brimming with lead
Though a blank stare, and emptiness inside
Tears will make their weary way,
and so I cry
Though I want to so desperately,
I know I cant hide
That I can still remember that look in your eyes.