I’m tired of begging you to stay when I am nothing but a dim star to you when you are the sun that gives me warmth
I want peace and quiet in my mind but your voice buzzes between my ears
I just need you to be here
I want to be able to let go of you but I am scared of who I am when you’re not around
Who am I when you’re not my sound?
Make some noise so I know you haven’t left me alone with myself when you know I’m terrified of everything that makes up me
I need you to be able to see
I am more than a dim star; I am the sun of another solar system that is far away from who you are