don't sell your soul to him because he'll turn around and let go of it the first chance he gets, and it'll be 3 am and your skin is ripping off your heart and your bones are crunching but you can't change anything.
it's too ******* late, because he's stolen your innocence when he stole your soul and you'll never be the same again, no matter how hard you try.
i hope one day you realize that he doesn't define you, that when he grabbed at your pants he didn't take away your worth.
and no matter what happened, no matter how many times you invited him back to watch a movie, or go for a walk, it was never your fault, IT WAS ALWAYS HIS FAULT AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO CARRY THE WEIGHT ON YOUR SHOULDER LIKE YOU'RE ATLAS HOLDING UP EVERY SINGLE BIT OF THE WORLD, BUT YOU DO AND I'M SO SORRY THAT YOU HAVE TO.
IF I COULD I WOULD CARRY ALL OF YOUR WEIGHT AND MORE, JUST SO YOU COULD BE FREE, BUT THE WORLD ISN'T LETTING ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
JUST REMEMBER THAT HE IS NOTHING COMPARED TO YOU, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE SUN AND HE ISN'T EVEN A SPECK OF DUST FLOATING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE OCEAN.