A little r a i n  d r o p
Then another
And another
And continuously more
All fall onto my cheeks
As I walk alone on the once boisterous and full streets
That were crowded with men, women, and children
Until the rain started pouring
I am the only one left
Walking on the pavement
Crying......
Crying while the rain can conceal my seemingly happy features
The gray hood I was wearing now soaked with a mixture of fresh water and salty tears
While blood seeps through where my heart </3 is
Because I was l..e..f..t.. a l o n e
To suffer
To think
To drink
To get high
To self harm
To attempt suicide
To be abused
To live a dreadful life that I do not consider living.
Just an e  m  p  t  y blackness
Of treachery and emptiness
But even with my dark heart
I will pull through
Or at least try
Because if I do not
I may just die.
And I...
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