I wonder if you’ve ever looked at yourself in the mirror And stared at your haggard face in your drunken stupor I wonder if you think you couldn’t have made it any clearer That we can’t be friends if I am always your party pooper
I wonder if you look at yourself and notice that you’ve changed It’s not your looks idiot, it’s who you are now I wonder if you even bothered to notice our friendship is estranged Or do you just wipe any deep thought away like sweat on your brow
Did the summer fly by so fast you forgot to talk to me Did the parties come so quick you couldn’t text me back Did you throw up the last precious remnants of who you used to be Did you decide to let yourself fall off the track
I guess you thought that throwing me away was worth it if you could be cool I guess you thought I just wouldn’t mind I guess you probably don’t care that you look like the biggest ******* fool I guess you drink to take your thoughts away from what you’re afraid to find
I remember when you told me how lonely you feel every day you’re here And I guess your new friends are strangers and beer I remember the only good thing alcohol did was get rid of your fear You told me you loved me thanks to the whiskey and it was loud and clear
I wish I had the guts to tell you how much you’ve hurt me But I don’t think you’d find me important enough to listen to anymore I wish when you looked in that mirror that you would actually see Who you are and how you’ve killed the person you were before