i just hope
that someday when i reach my final rope.
that i will be remembered as more than just a joke.
& that my words dont go unheard. as they so often do.
so i've decided that when i die, ill leave all of my poems for you.

so maybe someday, when i dissapear.
you'l be able to see the girl, hidden underneath
all of this fear.

i just hope someday that when
i waste away into nothing,
that you'l read all of the things that i'm too afraid to say,
and i pray that it means something.