Like an albatross around my neck it sits in the room. Devoid of warmth, lacking a purpose. It defeats me every time I enter. The clean white sheets greet me with a mocking crispness. Clean, virginal, untouched, unused sheets. My energy and resolve are depleting, what I nearly was is fleeting. Time to concede these empty sheets are never to be filled. Time to retreat, concede defeat and take the cradle apart.