Appreciative I can still take heed your voice,
The voice that once sounded out,
“I’ll love you till the last one dies.”
Two days later my heart split in two,
You entrusted me with handcuffs, and a broken soul,
Although I don’t know where you are, I hope you’re near not far.
Merely a thought of you near me brings me comfort,
I don’t want to fall in love once more.
You were my life and I have decided to let myself run.
I hope my blue eyes haunt you,
I Never wanted to write that down,
I truly hope you are happy wherever you are.
I love you still and always will.

Remember the nights we would observe the fireworks overhead?
Days when things were… Happy
The day I lost you, I replaced you with something I could manipulate.
Something that wouldn’t pass on me,
Sure substances don’t write me
songs on valentine’s Day,
But they reject the pain that I feel regarding February 14, October 4 every year when that day comes,
I wish I could turn back the time.

I am finished with God,
So finished with life,
slowly dying,
How could I let lost love
Literally **** me.
Only I am.

None of this is your fault lover,
You built me a castle of love,
Showed me what that felt like,
One I will never forget.

H.h.