you're the combination of everything i've ever heard
all things that have made me want to keep living
and all things that tore me down inside and made me feel like there wasn't a point any more
you're the combination of everything i've ever felt
i feel things i never thought i would ever feel
i feel things that i don't want to
and you make me like that
you have control over me when i can't even make you look my way
you're the combination of all things that terrify me
you're the spiders crawling up my back
you're a thousand faces looking at me while i stand here all alone
because you make all my emotions come out at once
and i love you for doing so
as i haven't felt anything for a long time
but you changed that
though i feel things i'd rather not feel
you're the combination of all emotions i forgot i had
so thank you for hurting me but helping me in the process of doing so
you're the combination of all things i love and hate
and you're my favourite person