i will cram myself into a goldfish bowl because it's awkward inviting people to look at me if i am perfectly normal maybe everyone will forget to feed me and one day you'll find me belly side-up
or perhaps i will dig myself into the cheerios in my bowl i need a life preserver and there are several stacked up in there
maybe i will get bitten by a computer virus and morph into code that nobody can decipher
or maybe i will write a poem and it will preserve a portion of my soul
(so that my ideas may die without such a struggle)